here i am again

here i am again not knowing what direction to go

i struggle with this daily...

what kind of art do i want to make?

what's my passion?

should i do illustrations, maybe mixed media,

maybe watercolor & what subject???

i go in my studio & it paralyzes me...

why do i have the need to know where i'm going,

why can't i just let go and create?

i want to create

i want this more than i can put in words

do you ever feel the this way?

how did you find your passion?

how did you know "this is it" 

i did this drawing a while back...to help loosen up